I am not myself at all. I'm too worried about school starting and about everything having to do with the pandemic. I go back to work five weeks from today. School starts six weeks from tomorrow. Yikes. I feel like I'm trapped on the Titanic headed for a disaster.
I have decided that my listings on eBay and Etsy will come down regardless of how we do school. I just don't need to be packing books or answering buyer's questions in the evenings. I expect that both of my stores will be closed from around August 3 through at least late August. I will have to see what happens and assess my stress level.
I keep pushing my fears into the back of my mind, but August 5 creeps closer with each day. And of course, everyone is deeply worried about school, not just the teachers but also the parents and children. This is a such a mess.
With all that is on my mind, I don't get much out of reading anything.
In "Books Read in 2019 and My Reduced Interest in Reading," I listed what I read in the years up to and including 2019.
My previous yearly totals for books read are as follows.My precipitous fall in the number of books read continues. I read just 54 books during the first half of 2020. If my pace does not change, then I can expect to read just 108 books by the end of the year. I can see a situation where my pace could increase, and I can also see where it might decrease further.
2014: 262 books
2015: 231 books
2016: 355 books
2017: 403 books
2018: 315 books
I ended up reading 185 books in 2019, which is pretty incredible considering how distracted I was. This total is on par with what I believe I read per year leading up to 2014. I did not keep track of my totals for those years, but I tended to read around 130 to 180 books per year in the years immediately preceding 2014.
I have quit reading four different series so far this year. I just lost interest and quit. I tried reading some of Mildred Wirt's girls' books and quit after one volume. I tried to continue Sweet Dreams, but I quit again. I started reading Rick Brant, which is one of my favorite series, and then I lost interest after reading #6. Most recently, I started reading Beverly Gray again. Beverly Gray is my second favorite series after Nancy Drew. My reading was going really great, but then I lost interest during Beverly Gray's Romance. I quit reading Beverly Gray's Quest today.
I remember when people expressed such disbelief when I was reading above 200 books per year. That was what I wanted to do at that time. There was nothing incredible about it. I never understood why such a big deal was made about it. These days, I would rather read about the pandemic online. So of course my book reading has greatly reduced.
I have been purchasing the Wishing Star and Windswept books during the last few weeks. Those two series are young adult books that were published by Scholastic during the 1980s. I now have most of them on hand. I still lack around seven of them from both series combined. That doesn't matter, since all of the books are stand-alone stories.
I am going to try reading Wishing Star now. I am in the mood for that kind of story, so this might go well. I hope so, anyway.
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