Showing posts with label Covid-19 Pandemic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Covid-19 Pandemic. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 25, 2024

Surviving Covid the Second Time

Hello, world!  How are you?  I just recovered from covid, and it was awful!  Yesterday was the first day that I entirely felt like myself again in both mind and body.

Let's recap.  I posted about my blog plans on December 8.  On December 9, I had an unpleasant run-in with a custodian.  I noticed a very large, sticky spill in my classroom.  I am someone who has always cleaned up minor spills and only calls for help if it's blood or a very bad mess.  This was the latter.  It was thick, sticky and gooey, and covered over a six-square-foot area.  I think something spilled the previous week and dried over the weekend.  

The custodian came in and appeared to clean it.  I nearly fell when I walked over to check it after he left the room.  He had spread water all over the dried spill and made no attempt to clean it up. 

To be clear, approximately 25 students were in the classroom with me, and the custodian had left this large area covered with water and no warning sign.

After being moistened, the spill became a thick sludge that was as slick as ice.  I nearly fell and called for the custodian to come back and finish.  They blamed me and called me "rude" for being upset.  

I became tired on December 11, which I thought was a flare from what happened with the custodian.  It might have been, and there's no way of knowing.  On December 13, I felt out of sorts and depressed, which in hindsight I always notice is an early warning sign of me coming down with something.  On the 14th, my nose started running.

The week of December 15 was semester finals week, the very worst timing to get sick.  On the morning of Monday, December 15, I woke up, obviously with a virus but not enough to concern me, at least not for the first 10 minutes I was awake.  The fever then hit me, 101.3 degrees.  I was dismayed and worried.  I didn't want to take a covid test.  I wrestled with the thought for several minutes, even though I knew all along that I had to take the test.  It was positive.

I was disgusted and a bit angry.  I flung down the covid test and glared at it.  I walked around fretfully for about 10 minutes before I entered an absence for the day.  I could not miss semester tests on Wednesday and Thursday, and yet it was quite likely that I would have to be out.

I went to the school, wearing a KN95 mask, and got my classroom ready.  I came home, feeling awful.  I visited the CDC's site and read all the current information on covid.  I concluded that I could return to school once my fever went down without the aid of medication, so long as my symptoms were improving and I wore a mask.  I think that's a bit too lenient, but it was in line with what the CDC says.  My fever came down on Tuesday morning, and I did feel a little better.  I returned on Wednesday, masked and feeling awful.  

Students can download an app called Photomath where they can photograph any math problem and get all of the steps and the answer.  If I hadn't been present, many of my students would have used their phones to cheat on the test.  No, sir.  I wasn't going to allow that.  I fight it constantly.  Students are very sneaky.

By Thursday afternoon, wearing the mask was absolute torture, and I felt terrible.  I got the last grades entered, left a big mess all over my desk and floor, and walked out the door immediately after the bell rang to dismiss.  I flung things all over as I worked on grades the last two hours on Thursday due to my distress, so I will have quite a mess to pick up on January 6.  Lots of tests were dropped to the floor as I finished with them.

In brief summary of the virus, I had a horrific cough to the point that I lost control of multiple bodily functions as I coughed.  I'll let you figure out what that might mean.  I had terrible acid reflux, and a nose that ran like a faucet, meaning out of nowhere a complete liquid stream would run out of my nose and onto my clothing.  I was very tired and slept a lot.  Those were my symptoms.

I was definitely sicker this time than the first time I had covid.  I was getting better by December 22.  On December 24, I felt pretty normal mentally and physically.  My sense of taste is still off.  I am not coughing at all.  It's odd that I coughed for less than a week with this bout of covid, but in October, I had a mild virus that caused terrible coughing that lasted for six weeks.  Huh.  Who would have thought?

Today is the first day I can type well.  I started working on my blog posts again on Sunday, but my typing was bad.  I guess I was hitting the wrong keys.  I ended up with typos every few words.  I've done much better today.

I got my post on the musty books finished yesterday.  The one on musty books is lengthy and involved, and I spent around three hours creating it.  I'm soon going to work on my Hidden Clues posts.  It looks like what I planned for one post needs to be two posts.  I also will be listing books on eBay and Etsy. 

I have already listed some books on eBay, and I have another small stack pulled.  I'm going to read some more of the teen book that I found earlier today.  It's another apocalyse novel.  I haven't read one of those in a while.

The book listings and the blog posts are my focus during the next few days.  I go back and forth on what I work on.  I work a little here and a little there, and eventually, I'll get it all done.  Hopefully by next week, I'll post one of the blog posts.  I like to let them sit for a few days and read over them a few times.  Typos are a huge problem for me right now, even though I'm much improved.  I try to get all of them corrected if I possibly can.

If there are still any typos in this post, then you know why.

Sunday, January 1, 2023

Books Read and Media Consumed in 2022

I read 47 books in 2022, which is a far cry from my reading output of a few years ago.  47 books is a respectable number, but it's really low for me and the lowest number I've had in the last decade.

I am constantly reading, but these days what I read tends to be on Reddit and Quora.  I love reading online discussions about anything and everything and spend a significant amount of time each day doing so.  I just haven't been very motivated to read actual books.

As I've stated before, I don't need any advice.  I'm not disappointed in my reading output.  The pandemic has taken a lot out of me and continues to do so.  While the pandemic itself is waning, the impact continues.  Much of my stress this last year was caused by events that came about due to the fallout of the pandemic.  

I am currently dealing with a thyroid flare-up caused by the bivalent Moderna vaccine from September 2022.  A close relative had problems caused by the original Moderna vaccine (shot #2 from February 2021).

Many students have emotional problems that are undoubtedly part of the fallout of the pandemic.  Many of the parents aren't doing that great, either.  What is going on with students and parents is adding to my personal stress.

Many people continue to struggle because they have lost loved ones from Covid-19.  While nobody close to me has died, I do know four people who died of Covid.  One was a former student of mine who died at the age of 21.  There have been so many losses, and everyone has been impacted in some fashion.

I am showing far more grace to students than I did prior to three years ago.  I must continue to do so for the foreseeable future.     

We have a ways to go, but better times are ahead.

Early in the year, I did okay with my reading.  I came up with a great idea, which was to state which book I enjoyed the most for each month.  I did that for January, February, and March, then my reading collapsed.  I have no favorite book for each month from later in the year.  

January:  3 books

Nancy Drew Diaries #23 The Blue Lady of Coffin Hall
Hardy Boys Adventures #24 As the Falcon Flies
Carolina Hurricane by Marian Rumsey 

Favorite January Book: Carolina Hurricane

February:  5 books

Girl Scouts in the Ozarks by Nancy Nance
The Whispering House by Jean Hager
Drina Ballet #1 Ballet for Drina
Drina Ballet #2 Drina's Dancing Year
Drina Ballet #3 Drina Dances in Exile

Favorite February book:  The Whispering House

March:  12 books

Drina Ballet #4 Drina Dances in Italy
Drina Ballet #5 Drina Dances Again
Drina Ballet #6 Drina Dances in New York
Drina Ballet #7 Drina Dances in Paris
Drina Ballet #8 Drina Dances in Madeira
Drina Ballet #9 Drina Dances in Switzerland
Drina Ballet #10 Drina Goes on Tour
Drina Ballet #11 Drina Ballerina
The Secret of Riverside Farm by Jean Hager
Tom Swift Inventors' Academy #8 Depth Perception
The Silent Message by Afton Huff
The Boys' Life Book of Mystery Stories

Favorite March Book:  Tie between Drina Dances in New York and Drina Dances in Paris

This was where I quit reading for an extended time.  

April:  0 books

I watched season 2 of Hardy Boys on Hulu.

May:  0 books

The book and series for The Handmaid's Tale kept getting mentioned online because of Roe v. Wade.  I realized that the premise is dystopian, and I like dystopian books.  I wanted to check out the Hulu series, but I felt that I should try the book first.  When a series or movie is based on a book, I want to read the book first.

I tried to read the beginning of The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood.   

A chair, a table, a lamp.  Above, on the white ceiling, a relief ornament in the shape of a wreath, and in the center of it a blank space plastered over, like the place in a face where the eye has been taken out.  There must have been a chandelier, once.  They've removed anything you could tie a rope to.

A window, two white curtains.  Under the window, a window seat with a little cushion...  

I do not like the writing style.  I understand that the book is apparently great and loved by many.  It's not for me.  I cannot stand the way the information is presented in a disjointed fashion.  I skimmed through most of the Kindle sample just to try to get into it.  I couldn't do it.

Off to Hulu I went.  I watched all four seasons at a rate of around one episode per day.  I really enjoy the show, even though it jumped the shark long ago.  

I didn't read any books in April and May because I was watching The Handmaid's Tale.

June:  7 books

Falling Skies by Harley Tate #1 Fire and Ashes
Falling Skies by Harley Tate #2 Thunder and Acid
Falling Skies by Harley Tate #3 Wind and Chaos
Falling Skies by Harley Tate #4 Escape and Evade
Denise by John Benton
Debbie by John Benton
Carmen by John Benton

July:  0 books

I watched season 2 of Only Murders in the Building.

I was selling books and had a lot of extra responsibilities.

August:  0 books

The extra responsibilities continued, and school started.  I quit selling books.

September:  4 books

Inheritance Games Trilogy by Jennifer Barnes #1, 2, 3
Arrow Through the Heart: The Biography of Andy Gibb 

I watched season 5 of The Handmaid's Tale weekly as new episodes were released.

October:  5 books

The Midnight Club by Christopher Pike
The Wicked Heart by Christopher Pike
Gimme a Kiss by Christopher Pike
Witch by Christopher Pike
The Eternal Enemy by Christopher Pike

I read the Pike books in preparation for the release of The Midnight Club series on Netflix.  I watched the shows in early October.  I also watched the first Enola Holmes movie again and then watched the sequel.

I started selling books again.

November: 5 books

All the Young Dudes Harry Potter fanfic
Harry Potter #1, 2, 3, 4

In early November, Pocket presented me with an article about the All the Young Dudes Harry Potter fanfic.

How a 500,000-Word Harry Potter Fanfiction Blew Up Online

Since I am constantly reading even if it's just stuff online, I followed the link.  I was immediately intrigued.  From the article:

It’s called All the Young Dudes, and it's a 526,969-word fic that currently has a whopping 7.5 million hits on the fanfiction site, Archive of Our Own.  All the Young Dudes is set in the era when Harry's parents attended Hogwarts (ahem, known as the Marauders era), and features both familiar faces, and a budding romance between two of the series' most beloved figures: Sirius Black and Remus Lupin.

The 188-chapter story has now spawned a fandom of its own.  For many original HP fans, the story has become canon, and the ways in which it extends far beyond the universe J.K. Rowling created are all part of the appeal.  All the Young Dudes has a huge presence on social media, spawned audiobooks, has 16,000 ratings on Goodreads, has been fancasted, and is even the subject of a conspiracy theory involving Taylor Swift. 

My mind blown, I decided that I must check this out.  My favorite Harry Potter book is Prisoner of Azkaban, and if this fanfic even remotely deserved its fandom, then I had to see for myself.  I started reading it, and I liked what I read.  I didn't know what to do with myself when I finished, so I had no choice but to read the Harry Potter series again.

December: 6 books

Harry Potter #5, 6, 7
Teenage Runaway by John Benton
Crazy Mary by John Benton
Patti by John Benton

After I finished the last Harry Potter book, I was lost again.  I wanted more.  I then made a sudden decision to try to resume reading John Benton's Christian young adult books again.  I had to force myself to read Teenage Runaway followed by Crazy Mary.  By then, I was beginning to feel motivated.  I read Patti and found it to be LOL funny.  I love crazy books.  So fun.

I will admit that I finished Patti at 1 AM today, but most of it was read in 2022.  I decided that was close enough.  The book must go in one year or the other instead of in both.

I have started reading Suzie by John Benton.  This one is also hilarious.  Suzie buys a gun and practices in the basement.  To cover her practice, she also buys a whip which sounds a lot like a gun.  Suzie calls herself "Suzie the Wonder Whip."  OMG.  This is fun.

I am now feeling strongly motivated to read through all of John Benton's books.  I hope I can keep myself going, but going back to work could put a stop to it if I end up too tired.  I will read as much as I can this week and will hope for the best beginning next week.

Saturday, December 31, 2022

End of December Update on My Activities

I expect for my stores to remain closed for at least two to three more weeks.  It could be a bit longer, depending upon how events play out.  Since I'm on winter break, I'm doing okay.  I am having spells of sudden deep fatigue, but I'm at home where it doesn't matter.  I can loll around for an hour or so until my energy level recovers.  The real test will be when I go back to work on January 6.  At that time, I'll truly know how I'm doing.

I once again broke out in terribly itchy hives due to my medication increase.  The hives were nearly unbearable from around December 14 to around December 25 even with taking four to six antihistamines per day.  It was truly horrific.  I am still itching.  At least the level isn't as high, and I am taking fewer antihistamines. 

As luck would have it, I broke a tooth on December 26, and my dental insurance is still maxed out.  I thought I could avoid dental work for quite some time after I had tooth #18 changed to a crown in October.  No, tooth #29 had other plans.  I believe the failure of tooth #29 is directly tied to my implant crowns for #30 and #31 that were placed in July.

Tooth #29 rotated 90 degrees when the implant crowns were installed.  It was under a lot of pressure right after the crowns were placed and had to be adjusted.  Furthermore, in the two months leading up to the delivery of the implant crowns, I chewed on the left side along with the front right side, meaning that I was chewing on #29.  I knew that I was putting stress on #29 that it normally wouldn't have and hoped that it would hold out.  At least it did hold out until December 26.

The tooth lost a good chunk of the outer side wall, enough that I thought that I needed a crown.  Fortunately, the dentist was able to just do a filling.  I had a small filling in that tooth.  The filling was removed and then enlarged to cover a good part of the missing section.  The jagged edge was smoothed out, so the tooth feels okay. 

The filling cost $270 since insurance covered nothing.  I was given a discount, which was probably the write-off.  If I had waited until Tuesday, then I would have had insurance coverage again.  I was a bit stressed about the broken tooth, so in my opinion, it was worth paying $270 to have it done five days sooner.  I mentioned previously that I will spend extra money on something if it will make my life better.  Having the tooth fixed five days sooner has made these five days better.  The money was spent wisely. 

A great benefit to me not selling is that I devote my attention to other activities that tie in with collecting.  A recent post of mine on Facebook sparked a discussion about how people decide what to collect.  I decided to write some posts about that topic.  Those posts will begin to be published soon.

I also finished reading the Harry Potter books again, and on a whim, I picked up one of John Benton's Christian young adult books about teen prostitution and drug abuse.  I read three of them back in the summer.  I decided to force myself to read a few of them.  I'm going to try to continue.  I'm also going to try to write up some reviews.  

I have no motivation for reviews, so this will be a struggle.  I'm not sure if I will be able to make myself follow through.  I find that I cannot stay focused long enough to get through a set of books if there are more than a few books.  This has been a problem for me ever since the pandemic began, and the problem has continued to worsen.  I furthermore can hardly motivate myself to write a review.  I just don't have it in me at this time.  While I have good intentions, I don't know what will come of them.

I am mostly unmotivated about writing my usual post about books read during the last year.  I'll make myself do it, but I have little interest in doing so.  I'm not even sure if my list of books is accurate.  I found that when I read, which was quite sporadically, that I didn't remember to get them on my list promptly.  I don't know if my list is accurate, but I can tell you that I read fewer than 50 books, which is the lowest annual number of books I've read in the last decade.

That's what is going on in my world.  
 
Here's to me once again having dental coverage beginning tomorrow!  Not only that, but the first three original text Hardy Boys books will be in the public domain tomorrow.  I look forward to seeing how this plays out.  We have just three more years until the first three original text Nancy Drew books enter the public domain.

Sunday, November 13, 2022

Averting a Dental Disaster

This is a story about how important it is not to wait too long to fix any developing dental problems.

In late August, I gave a final update on what happened with my dental implants.

What Happened with My Teeth and Some Advice

The two teeth that were extracted and replaced with implants were #30 and #31 on the lower right side.  Tooth #18 and tooth #19 on the lower left side have been a concern for several years and were on hold due to the two extractions.  Both #18 and #19 had large fillings.  Tooth #18 was missing the inner back corner, and tooth #19 was missing part of the front of the tooth and the inner side was worn down.  

During the 14 months that I had to chew on the left side only as I went through the implant process, I was worried about whether #18 and #19 would continue to hold up.  Throughout late 2021 and early 2022 I checked on the appearance of each tooth around once per month.  They seemed to be holding steady, for which I was thankful.

In June as my implant crowns continued to be redone over and over due to them not fitting, I noticed that the filling in tooth #19 was wearing down further.  It had had three little craters on the edges of the filling which were growing slightly larger but were still quite small.  This was not a good sign, but the changes were minor.

On July 7, I finally got the implant crowns and had no desire for any additional dental work anytime in the near future.  I had had enough.  I continued to watch #18 and #19 hoping that they would last until at least early next year.

I began checking both teeth once per week due to my increasing concern.  #18 seemed to have lost a small piece of filling.  #19 had worn down some more, but I thought that the teeth would be hold together a bit longer.

During the evening of September 14, I did my weekly check on both teeth.  I detected that tooth #19 had changed some more.  As I carefully studied its appearance with my face close to the mirror and with a flashlight shining on it, I became quite alarmed.  I felt that this could no longer wait.  I had no way of knowing how long the filling had before failure, but I felt that it could be down to just weeks or even days.

I have such vivid memories of the pain I had from the infected teeth in the summer of 2021, which peaked from June 29 to July 2.  That was the worst pain I have ever experienced.  I wanted to avoid having a tooth break apart.  I didn't want to have that kind of pain again if I could avoid it. 

Even though the last thing I wanted was more dental work, I called the dentist the first thing the next morning.  I was thrilled that an appointment was available just one week later on September 22.  Since I had a date, I decided to go on a soft diet to prevent the filling from breaking before my appointment.

I was told that my insurance was maxed out for the year due to my implant crowns.  That was no surprise, and I didn't care.  I felt that this was an emergency.  My guiding motto is that I will pay more for something if it will improve the quality of my life.  Getting the tooth fixed before the filling failed was more important than trying to wait until January in order to reduce the cost.

At my appointment, my dentist assessed both teeth.  She felt that tooth #18 was completely fine with no cause for concern.  She asked if tooth #19 hurt or whether it was sensitive.  I replied "no" to both questions but stated that I knew that it was about to fail.  She deferred to my opinion, and we proceeded with tooth #19.  The plan was to leave tooth #18 alone, since she felt that it was okay.

I always remind my dentist that my thyroid condition causes me to need more local anesthesia than is typically needed.  While I don't know how much I need, I suspect from my past experiences that I need more than double the amount that most people need.  My thyroid condition causes my body to metabolize substances abnormally.  Local anesthesia just doesn't do much for me.

The area was numbed, and my dentist started on the top of the filling.  I could feel the drill, although the pain was just very slight.  I knew what would happen if we continued.  She stopped after around 30 seconds and asked if I could feel it.  Since I could, she gave me more local anesthesia.  This how my dental work always goes.

Since my dentist had taken a little bit of the top of the filling, she could see the three breached areas of the filling in tooth #19 better.  She was coming around to my opinion about the filling, commenting that a single firm bite might have been enough to break it.

She could now see that tooth #18 had a cavity in the part of the filling that had worn down some.  That was the part of tooth #18 that had concerned me.  Before continuing with the crown prep for tooth #19, my dentist removed the cavity from tooth #18 and fixed that filling.  I could still feel the drill, by the way.  It was only slight pain, not enough to worry about.  While it wasn't enough to be bothersome at all, it showed that I still wasn't properly numb after two doses of local anesthesia.

My dentist then proceeded with getting tooth #19 prepped for a crown.  As she finished up, I was definitely starting to feel some noticeable pain, but it was still pretty low on a scale of 1 to 10, so I got through it fine.

So, was I right about tooth #19?

After my dentist finished prepping the tooth, she told me that when she started on the side wall of the tooth that the filling popped right out.  She said that I was right and that the filling would not have lasted much longer, no more than two months at the very most.

Whew!  Disaster averted.  I made the right decision.  The filling would not have lasted until my coverage reset.

The entire time I've played this waiting game with tooth #19 I knew that I couldn't wait too long.  I didn't want to get more dental work done, but I didn't want to have a dental emergency, either.  I played the waiting game as long as I could, and I quit waiting just in time.

In order to avoid having the temporary crown come lose, I chewed on the right side only until my October 13 appointment.  That was really difficult for me.  I chewed on the left side only for 14 months, and I still prefer the left side.  In several instances, I put food in my mouth and starting chewing away on the left side and then realized with horror what I was doing.  I stopped myself and switched to the right side.  Fortunately, the temporary crown stayed in place until my appointment.

I got my permanent crown on October 13, and it fit perfectly on the first try.  Yay!  It feels really comforting to know that my teeth on both sides are now in great shape and that for the first time in several years, I don't have to fear disaster whenever I chew.  

Saturday, November 12, 2022

eBay/Etsy Store Sale and Upcoming Hiatus

Skip to the end of the post for sale information.  I post about health situations so that people who search online for those topics could run across my posts and glean some useful information.

My immune system has gone bonkers since I got the bivalent Moderna booster on September 23.  I have heard of people having strong vaccine reactions after having had Covid, and unfortunately, I seem to have joined the crowd.  I had Covid in July, and I believe my immune system has gone into overdrive in an attempt to destroy the vaccine.  The upside is that I should now have very strong protection from getting Covid.  

I've been dealing with hives and the most intense itching ever.  I have memory problems and a poor mental attitude, the likes of which I typically see in a strong autoimmune flare.  The problem is that I'm not exactly flaring, at least not in a normal fashion.  I feel certain that this is from the vaccine.

My thyroid levels have been unseated from where they stayed for three years, and I have an upcoming appointment where options will be discussed.  I think my current medication, NP Thyroid, causes the hives due to it being derived from desiccated thyroid.  I'm considering asking for a complete switch in medication, which will completely screw my body up for 2 to 2 1/2 months.

I explained in an old post what happens when thyroid medication is either increased or when a patient switches brands.

I am four days in and feel better than I did on Monday; however, I can tell that how I feel has just started to deteriorate.  I always feel better for most of the first week, then the drop begins.  I can feel the very beginning of the drop coming on.

This happens because the hypothalamus detects the sudden increase in thyroid hormone in the body due to the medication increase.  The hypothalamus then secretes a hormone that tells the pituitary gland to shut down the thyroid, which then makes the patient feel sick for two to five weeks or possibly even longer.  The lengthy adjustment period is caused by the long half-life of T4.  It takes weeks for the hormone to stabilize, which is why many thyroid patients feel bad for a lengthy period of time after any medication change.

I have until December 5 to decide for sure, but I will likely request a change, thus beginning the horrible adjustment process.  This is why I have put up with the itching, which has not been bad for much of the time.  It's just that the itching is now so out of control that I'm about to lose my mind.  I'll take the deep fatigue and muscle aches instead, please.

I'm open about sharing this information because my experiences are not the ones that are prevalent in online groups.  Everyone online believes that desiccated thyroid is the only good thyroid medication and that nothing else works.  It appears to have given me hives off and on for years.  Not everyone gets on desiccated thyroid and has a perfect life.

My stores will be shut down very soon.  I previously stated that I would be shutting my stores down around the end of the year.  I will definitely do so by the middle of December at the latest.  I may shut down during Thanksgiving break.

I almost pulled everything down last week.  I was feeling a bit overwhelmed and disgusted with everything (totally related to my immune system fluctuations).  I considered shutting everything down that night, then I promised myself that I would keep the stores open until Thanksgiving break.  I knew that selling wasn't my problem.  The issue is all the difficult stuff going on at school and the nonstop itching.  I can sell for at least the next couple weeks; I can do it.

I may shut down my stores near the end of Thanksgiving break.  If I decide that I don't mind selling a little longer, then I might stay open until December 11 or 12.  The closure will last for at least four to six weeks.

As my Etsy listings expire, I won't be renewing them, so my Etsy inventory will gradually dwindle.  I must pay $0.20 to renew each listing, so it's illogical to renew and then shut down.

It would be nice to clear out some more of the books before I shut down.  I have put my listings on sale in both stores.  The sale ends the day after Black Friday, assuming that I keep everything open until then.

On Etsy, some categories are 15% off while the rest of the books are 10% off.

Jennifer's Series Books on Etsy


I was going to do varied discounts on eBay as well, but eBay was too annoying.  I have no patience mentally right now.  I went with 10% off for the entire store.

Jennifer's Series Books on eBay



Hopefully, I fixed all the typos before posting.  If I missed some of them, then it's because of the low T4 in my brain.

Saturday, August 27, 2022

What Happened with My Teeth and Some Advice

Regular readers will recall that I had problems with two teeth last year.  I have mentioned them several times, but I've waited for the final resolution before telling the rest of the story.  I have included some of my past comments.  This is long and has nothing to do with series books, so read only if you care.

From June 13, 2021:

Graduation was three weeks ago.  The ceremony was held outdoors due to pandemic precautions.  Of course it rained on us...  I dealt with it okay, or so I thought.  However, my autoimmune disease does like to betray me.  The very next day I began dealing with horrific tooth and jaw pain that was quite intense.  It has really settled down in the last week, so I think I'm going to be okay without having to get major dental work. 

My dentist wants to pull a tooth and put a crown on another in an attempt to solve the problem, but that's like throwing the baby out with the bathwater.  They don't think that an autoimmune flare could be causing the pain, but I know my body.

From July 10, 2021:

Both tooth #30 and #31 have been quite painful.  #31 has been a problem periodically over the years due to a crack in the tooth under the crown.  #30 has never been a problem, but it was hurting with #31.

My dentist wanted to pull tooth #31 since it is known to be cracked, see if that helped, and then put a crown on #30 if it didn't.  I declined to do anything last month since I was having an autoimmune flare and I had a suspicion that #30 was the real problem.  I didn't want to remove #31 and risk whatever that might cause.  I couldn't figure out the status of #30, so I did nothing. 

Three weeks passed.  At first, the pain went away.  And then it came back, worse than ever.  Tooth #30 became obviously infected (I'll spare you the details, but it was bad.).  Ah-ha!  I then knew which tooth was the bigger problem, just as I suspected.

I went back to the dentist where it was determined that both teeth need to be removed.  I felt like I was a fool for waiting, but my dentist thinks that I made the better decision.  This way both teeth can go together so that I have a shorter recovery time.  That's better than doing one (what would have been the wrong one to begin), waiting for it to heal, and then having to do another tooth.

...I had suspected that #30 was a problem in June, but there appeared to be nothing wrong with it.  #31 has the known crack and a small air pocket that hasn't changed in the last couple of years.  When I went back to the dentist for the infected tooth to be checked, it had changed in just three weeks.  It now has a large air pocket that goes down into the root.  It now has a visible crack.  Those two things explain the horrific pain.

I've been on an antibiotic, and I have the consultation with the oral surgeon this coming week.  Hopefully we can get the teeth removed soon.  While I hate losing teeth, I will be better off without them.  I cannot chew at all on the right side due to the pain.  Even chewing on the left side causes the right side to hurt.  It will be easier to eat once the aching teeth are gone. 

I do plan to get implants, so this will be a long process.  

On May 22, two of my teeth began to hurt and continued to hurt through the summer until they were removed on August 3.  The pain was consistently a 7 to 10 on a scale of 1 to 10...

I mentioned the tooth pain that began in May.  My tooth and gum pain lasted a total of 4 1/2 months.  The pain was intense.  Once the teeth were removed, my gums became very inflamed.  It was an autoimmune reaction exacerbated by the stitches.  In short, I ended up with burning mouth syndrome which lasted for around two months.  I lost weight during that time due to how painful eating was.

I got my dental implants on December 22.  This wasn't anything near as bad as having the teeth removed, but I can tell that the gum inflammation has started up again.  I hope that it doesn't turn into burning mouth syndrome and also that it doesn't last for two months.

That was the last time that I mentioned my teeth.  I expected all along that I would get my new teeth in either April or May, and I was going to write about it during that time.  The process did not go as planned.

The gum inflammation wasn't too bad after the implant procedure, but I did have mild burning mouth syndrome for a few weeks.

On April 11, the oral surgeon cleared me for crowns.  My dentist took impressions on April 22, and I was scheduled to receive my crowns on May 10.  

On May 10, I learned that the crowns did not fit, as in not at all.  It was rather disappointing, to say the least.  Five new impressions were taken and set back to the lab.  My appointment for crown placement was rescheduled for June 1.

Once again on June 1, the crowns did not fit.  They were closer, at least.  I was told that this does not normally happen.  I assume that it doesn't, but I will say that I have only ever had one crown before, the one placed on extracted tooth #31.  That one took three attempts.  So for me, crown placement does not go well, and I don't know why.

I did learn that the bottom of my mouth is shallow and that the impressions must not have shown that well enough.  An impression was taken of the bottom of my mouth.  There was also another problem that I'm not going to attempt to explain, but it was the lab's fault.

My crown appointment was rescheduled again for June 23.  After two failed crown appointments, I fully expected that the June 23 appointment would fail.  My attitude was quite pessimistic.  

I wasn't at all surprised to get a call from the dentist on June 16.  The latest crowns had arrived, and the dentist was certain that the crowns were still wrong.  I was asked to come in for more impressions.  I showed up 30 minutes later, and new impressions were taken.  More impressions were needed because the original ones were getting worn down.  The dentist told me that she was having a representative from the lab come and look at the incorrect crowns and the impressions.  They were going to make certain that the lab did the crowns right this time.

After that, I felt hopeful.  If a rep from the lab was getting involved, then surely the crowns would get corrected.  What seemed like my 5000th dental appointment was scheduled for July 6.

As an aside, I started using some toothpaste for bleeding gums around a week before my July 6 appointment.  I thought it was a good idea since my gums bleed and are so sensitive.  Interestingly, my gums began hurting terribly.  I thought I was having an autoimmune flare.  It took me around two weeks to figure out that the toothpaste for bleeding gums was irritating my gums.  I quit using the toothpaste, and within 48 hours, my gums were fine again.    

I showed up for my appointment on July 6, feeling hopeful but wary.  Fortunately, the crowns had finally been done right.  The crown placement took four attempts altogether.

After the crowns were screwed into place, my gums hurt, which wasn't surprising considering how sensitive they are.  I was still using the bleeding gums toothpaste at that time.  I felt a lot of pressure on the lower half of my teeth.  Tooth #29 was impacted the most.  It apparently shifted some and felt completely out of place in my mouth.  The dentist adjusted my bite, and the new teeth seemed okay.  I use "okay," but in that moment, I truly had no idea.

I found that it hurt quite a lot to chew on that side.  There was enough pressure that my front teeth even hurt.  The pain wasn't anywhere near the level of last summer, but it was causing me to have flashbacks to that experience.  The pain when chewing on the new crowns was towards the moderate side.  As a result, I kept chewing on just the left side as I had done for well over a year, feeling concerned about whether this was actually going to work out.

The teeth looked really nice.  I was happy about that.

At least once a day, I chewed a little bit on them.  The pressure did begin to go down after a few days passed.  I then ended up with Covid on July 14, and the teeth began to hurt worse from all the inflammation caused by Covid.  Gradually, the pressure began to lessen again as I moved past Covid.  It took approximately three weeks for the pressure and pain to disappear.

The crowns now feel fine.  It looks like my gums are beginning to fill in some around them.

I also want to mention how oral health has an impact on the heart.  I now have proof of this.  Here's my story.

Tooth #31 had a crack in the tooth under its crown.  I saw that crack in 2014 before the crown was placed on it.  The tooth was split down the middle all the way down into the root.  The tooth seemed okay with that crown.  I had periodic minor and sometimes moderate transitory pain from that tooth.  The pain never lasted long and didn't happen often, so I didn't worry about it.  I believe that the tooth became cracked back when I was young.  I have a vague memory of some incident from my late childhood or early teen years.

I believe that I first developed a thyroid problem when I was a teenager.  I do not believe that the cracked tooth alone caused the thyroid problem, but rather, it was one of several triggers.  I had mononucleosis when I was 19, and that illness is a known trigger for thyroid disease.  Thyroid disease also runs in my family, and I was going to end up with it eventually no matter what.  

I know that the thyroid problem started when I was a teen since that was when I began to get rashes on my wrists.  Rashes are one of my main autoimmune symptoms.  Also during my late teens, I began to have heart palpitations after eating high-sodium foods.  The palpitations worsened as the years passed.  

It was in 2001 that my still undiagnosed and untreated thyroid condition began to progress and in around 2011 that the symptoms deeply worsened.  In June and July 2014, my heart palpitations reached the point to where I found them to be unbearable.

I want to be clear that I had mentioned heart palpitations to doctors multiple times over the years.  I had been given multiple EKGs and even once wore a Holter monitor for 24 hours.  My heart was found to be normal each time it was checked.  No one ever wondered why I had palpitations.  All that mattered was that my heart was fine.

In July 2014, I went to the doctor complaining about my heart.  At that point, my heart was beating hard and fast 24 hours a day.  I was honestly about to lose my mind.  I was aware of my heartbeat every minute of every day, and I needed it to calm down.

Note:  I'm going to rate the heart palps on a scale of 0 to 5 during the rest of this post.  Level 0 is none, level 5 is what I had in June and July 2014.

I was given yet another EKG, which found that my overly enthusiastic heart was just fine as always.  I was put on a beta blocker to slow it down, and my thyroid was finally tested for the very first time.  That was when my thyroid journey began.  My immune system (the autoimmunity) was quite offended by the medication, and it took approximately six years for me to stabilize on thyroid medication.  It is common for people who have Hashimoto's thyroiditis to take years to stabilize.

My heart palpitations were not as bad (level 4) after I got on the beta blocker and after I was on the thyroid medication for a couple of months.  I didn't have the palps all the time like I did in June and July 2014, but they were still quite problematic.  Mainly, I had to be careful about sodium intake and had to drink a lot of water whenever I ingested salty foods.

During the eight years I have been on thyroid medication, the palps gradually reduced to level 3 and did not occur as often.

Let's get back to the teeth being extracted.  I noticed after the teeth were removed that I was having even fewer palpitations, let's say level 2.  Bad teeth can affect the heart.  I began to wonder if the cracked tooth was the underlying cause of the palpitations.  The palps had not vanished, but there was an improvement.  

I have noticed in this past year since the teeth were removed that my palpitations have occurred less and less as the months have passed and reduced to level 1.  I do still have an awareness of my heartbeat at times, but it is so much less often than it was before the teeth were removed.  I don't have to drink nearly as much water when I eat salty foods.  The amount of water required for salty foods has decreased greatly in the last year.

I have also noticed that my thyroid condition has further stabilized.  I am still on the same dose of medication, and I still have autoimmune flares.  I am in what I call my "back to school" flare right now.  Even though I'm in a flare, it doesn't seem to be as bad as what I used to have when school started.  It seems that removing the bad teeth reduced inflammation which in turn has made my autoimmune symptoms less severe.

I am also intrigued by the idea that the mercury in amalgam fillings may have an impact on the immune system.  The FDA has issued guidance that certain groups of people may be at risk for side effects from amalgam fillings.  

Extracted tooth #30 had a large amalgam filling through the top and another one through the side.  The one on the side had gotten damaged around five to seven years ago, which could have caused some mercury leakage.

I estimate that around 70% of the amalgam in my mouth was removed when tooth #30 was extracted.  I have just one small amalgam filling left.  If I am sensitive to mercury, then the removal of tooth #30 and the mercury in it could have helped calm my immune system.

I probably am sensitive to mercury since I'm sensitive to all sorts of stupid things like toothpaste for bleeding gums.  Most body lotion burns my skin including the ones made for sensitive skin.  I can't wear jewelry since I get rashes from the metals in it.  If I'm sensitive to metals that most people can tolerate, then why not mercury?

It's not a stretch to say that my amalgam fillings could have caused some immune problems.  Removing the amalgam filling may have helped, and removing the cracked tooth helped for sure.  A positive change in my autoimmunity occurred after the teeth were removed.  

In conclusion, the tooth known to be cracked for many years should have been removed 30 years ago.  Removing bad teeth is better than having to deal with a host of health problems caused by the bad teeth.  

Wednesday, July 27, 2022

Late July Pandemic Update: Covid Continues

The pandemic isn't quite over, even though most people think that it is.  This month really brought that home to me.

I have had a busy summer.  I have quite a few additional responsibilities that are taking up a lot of my time.  I won't be free from all of those additional responsibilities when school starts soon.  

I was tremendously stressed in May and June.  As a result, I had missed the important development that our vaccines no longer protect us well from getting Covid-19. 

On the morning of July 14, I was trudging into Walmart, feeling not that great.  I noticed that both arms, both legs, and both feet were aching a lot.  While it seemed a bit much, I concluded that my autoimmunity was acting up.  I didn't think anything else of it.  In the early afternoon, my nose became runny.  I still didn't think anything of it, but I became rather tired.  I decided to lie down.

I woke up around 7 PM, and my skin was hot.  My temperature was 102.5 degrees.  I knew then that I had a virus.  I get autoimmune flares where I will have a transitory fever of up to 100.5 degrees, but a temperature of 102.5 degrees is not from an autoimmune flare.  

I initially refused to consider Covid-19 and wondered if the flu were still going around.  I laugh when I think about it, but I had read in June that the flu was still active.  It wasn't an impossible idea.  I checked the CDC's flu watch page and learned that the flu is still circulating at low levels. 

(Note:  The CDC typically quits tracking the flu during the spring months, but this year, they have continued to update their page due to continued flu activity all summer.  The flu season never ended this year.)   

At the same time, I knew that I was grasping at straws.  I had to face the truth.  

I spoke to my mother, who complained that she had felt off all day long.  I asked if it could be a virus.  She said that it was a possibility.  We took rapid tests, and both of us tested positive for Covid-19.

It got me.  I avoided Covid-19 for 30 months, and it finally got me.

On July 15, my father tested positive.  Before that, he was also in denial.  He had wondered if my result could have been a false positive since the test was slightly expired.  I replied, "My sense of smell is 90% gone.  This is covid."

All three of us are vaccinated and had gotten the first booster shot.  None of us had gotten the second booster shot, but I doubt that it would have prevented the infections.  The vaccines are based on the original Covid-19 virus, and the current Omicron variants are evading the vaccines.  

Fortunately, my sense of smell rapidly returned.  I more than halfway lost my sense of taste, and I also lost my appetite.  Now two weeks later, both have mostly returned.

My symptoms were mild.  I was not right for around four to five days with general malaise and tiredness.  I never got shortness of breath and never had a cough.  My parents also had mild symptoms overall.  My father did get a mild cough.  My mother took longer to clear the virus and had a more severe loss of appetite and tiredness.  

I am certain that the vaccines prevented us from getting more severe symptoms.  All three of us are at high-risk for serious complications of Covid-19.  We are fortunate that we are vaccinated and that we were able to avoid complications. 

I was chagrined that I got the virus, since I had not been wearing a mask in June and early July.  I felt at first like I could have avoided getting the virus if I had been more careful.  However, I was continuing to stay away from people in stores and was being cautious even though not wearing a mask.  I feel that I would have gotten the virus anyway since the vaccines no longer offer good protection against infection.  Omicron BA.5 is extremely infectious.  

As I have done the last two years, I will be shutting down my eBay and Etsy stores in advance of the beginning of the upcoming school year.  I go back to work on August 5, so I anticipate that I will deactivate all my listings no later than August 3.  I like to let everyone know as a courtesy in case anyone is interested in a listing and wants to make a purchase before the listings are deactivated.

Jennifer's Series Books on eBay

Jennifer's Series Books on Etsy

I do not know how long the listings will be deactivated.  It depends upon how everything goes.

I expect that this school year will have a very rocky start.  The last two school years were very difficult with last year far worse.  I teach Algebra 2, and my students from last year were in Algebra I during the 2019-2020 school year, which was a mostly normal school year.  However, those students lost the last nine weeks of their Algebra I course during the pandemic school shutdown in spring 2020.  Last year was a mighty struggle since my students missed the most important Algebra I topics during the shutdown.  It took us most of last school year to overcome that skill loss.

The students I will have this coming school year took Algebra I during our blended learning school year, 2020-2021.  For three-fourths of that school year, they attended school in-person only two days per week.  During that year, students became experts at cheating with Photomath (an app that solves any math problem photographed by the app's user, showing all steps).  The students learned very little during blended learning since they did their homework at home by using Photomath.  This year's students might have even larger skill deficits than last year's group.

Compounding the problem is that Covid-19 is running rampant in Oklahoma right now.  School will likely be a bit chaotic as it starts.

Tuesday, June 7, 2022

Inflation, Low Sales, and Targeted Offers

Yesterday I explained how I have some books set aside that are slated to go into bulk lots.  Today I divided up the Nancy Drew books into possible bulk lots.  It worked out better than it usually does, and I found a place for each book.  This is what I have in mind.









The bulk lots will likely be listed sometime in the next few days.  When I price them, I will add together what the books cost, what postage will be, and what the fees will be.  I will then add a few dollars to the total, and the result is the Buy It Now price.  It is an effective means of getting books to disappear fast.  Buyers love sets of cheap reading copies.  Sometimes my bulk lots go to sellers who need some cheap inventory.  

Sales are horrible right now.  Gas prices and the resulting inflation are the biggest reasons.  Some people in the government want us to think that inflation isn't that bad right now and that the situation is improving.  Inflation is very bad, and the situation is most certainly not improving.

Around 2 years ago when I cautiously ventured forth from my self-imposed lockdown, I started using Walmart Pay on my phone to pay for my purchases at Walmart.  I liked using Walmart Pay because I didn't have to touch the register.  I have continued to use Walmart Pay.  It's easy, and I don't have to mess with paper receipts.  

All of the purchases I have made at Walmart for the past two years are saved in my account with the prices I paid.  I can search my transactions for certain items and see the price increases over the last two years and the especially noticeable price increases of the last six months.  

In the last two years, Purina wet cat food has increased by 25%.  Bottled Pepsi has gone up by 55%.  Bacon is now 75% higher.  Some products are even 100% higher.  Inflation is appallingly high.  It's not getting better.

This is why sales on eBay and Etsy have mostly halted.  The diehards are still buying.  I continue to make purchases.  When I list something special, it sells immediately.  However, the average person has quit making discretionary purchases.  Gasoline and food costs are taking their extra funds.  The current situation is bad.

Sales will remain low regardless of what I do.  It does concern me that my listings will be suppressed on eBay and Etsy due to low sales.  It's important that I sell some books so that I am not penalized in the search results.  

I first looked into making targeted offers on eBay.  I decided to try it out.  eBay allows sellers to select some of the items that are being watched by prospective buyers.  I like that I can choose which ones.  I chose items that have been up for sale longer, and I sent offers to those watchers.

I do not know who is watching my books on eBay.  I just see a list that shows me which items are being watched, and I then can select the items for which I want to send offers.  I made a few sales last night and today as a result of the offers.

On Etsy, I cannot pick and choose which items.  I have to run a campaign where offers are sent to all prospective buyers who fave an item.  The campaign would have to run indefinitely.  No, I want a one-time offer.  Also, on Etsy, I have to pay $0.10 for each targeted offer that is sent.  That would add up quickly.  So, no deal.

eBay is better for targeted offers, since I can choose and do not have to pay an additional fee.

I decided that I wanted to do something on Etsy.  My sales on Etsy have slipped so that they are worse than my eBay sales.  Both sites are bad, but Etsy is far worse.  I need some sales so that Etsy doesn't bury me in the search results.

I am now running a two-day sale on Etsy for 197 of my listings.  The sale is for 10% off.  I included all books in some of my categories, while in other categories I selected some of them.  

Jennifer's Series Books on Etsy

If you see this post after the Etsy sale concludes on Thursday, then the sale is over and will not be honored.

Monday, April 11, 2022

My eBay and Etsy Stores Are Temporarily Closed

Today a torque test was done on my dental implants.  The implants passed the test, and I will be fitted for crowns next week.  I did not expect the torque test to hurt like it did.  I had brief but intense pain.  In addition, my gums are always very sensitive, and that part of my mouth is now sore and probably will be for several days.  I have concluded that I will have discomfort and possibly more lingering soreness next week when I am fitted for the crowns.

Long story short, I felt a bit disgruntled as I drove home from my appointment.  I also forgot to drop off my packages at the post office, so I had to drive back.  That was the second time in the last week that I drove by the post office, forgot to stop to drop off my packages, and then had to drive back.  That left me feeling quite annoyed. 

I always stack my packages in the passenger front seat so that I don't risk forgetting to drop them off.  That I actually have ignored the pile of packages twice in the last week is a very bad sign.  I am making more mistakes than usual.  This means that I don't need to be selling right now.  

I decided to take a break from selling, and I got all of my listings deactivated earlier today.  The plan is to be closed for two weeks minimum.  Depending upon how I feel in two weeks, the closure could extend to a bit longer.

I was dismayed awhile later when I realized that people will think that I'm taking part in the Etsy strike.  No, no!  I understand why some sellers are upset, but striking isn't going to change anything.  I will just make sure that my prices are high enough to cover the fees, which is what I always do.  Etsy is still cheaper than eBay.  I can deal with it.

Little things can add up over time; they are cumulative.  The school year is like that as well, and we have reached the point in the school year where everything is wearing on everybody.

I have had several instances lately where prospective buyers have been difficult.  Again, these instances alone are nothing, but they have a cumulative impact on me.

One buyer asked if a copy of the Three Investigators book, The Secret of Phantom Lake, was a first printing.  I made no remark in my listing about whether it was.  I know why I didn't.  The book has a musty odor, so it's not a collectible copy.  Anyway, the book isn't the first printing.  I told the buyer that it isn't because it has the full series list inside.  According to Seth's Three Investigators first printing page, the first printing only has #17-20 listed inside.  I mentioned Seth's site to the buyer as my reason.  I know that the book isn't the first printing.  

So, the buyer asked for a photo of the copyright page.  I'm not sure what a photo would prove.  There isn't a number line, and I know that the book isn't the first printing because of the list page.  I sent the photo.

The buyer then asked for a discount.  At that point, I was done.  My listings say that I don't accept offers, and I don't.  I didn't reply.

Another buyer from Slovakia wanted to purchase a Three Investigators book and have me mark it as a gift on the customs declaration.

Buyer:

hi there. any chance that we can make a deal? i want avoid fees in slovakia, so wanna pay but send you like a present, so declared price is lower. thank for answer

Me:

I create my postage labels through eBay, and I don't think I can hide the value of the item.

Buyer:

Well i wanted to avoid extra money u will pay to this site, but i dont have problem to buy it here. I would just like to ask you, if u can send it as "gift". Otherwise they will delay this order unless i prove them few documents and pay tax. Its not that much about 10 or 15 euros, but about annoying process i would like to avoid.

So if u agree, i will buy it and you just send it to me without stating price, so it gets to me without problems.

Me:

I am nearly certain that I will not be able to mark it as a gift on the form that I will fill out for eBay. I do not believe that is an option with eBay's global shipping program.

Buyer:

Hi again. Hmm when i once sold smthing, i just packed it and sent it, so im not sure hows that ebay shippment working and why there has to be anything. and what about just fair trade - i send you cash u send me book?

I haven't responded.  I took the time to find a completed international transaction that is in my account.  I initiated a shipping label.  All I can do is ship the item to eBay's Kentucky global shipping facility.  I cannot declare it as a gift.  

I don't feel comfortable dodging the import/export laws, but that aside, I simply do not have the option to mark the item as a gift.  It isn't possible with eBay's global shipping program.

I am using eBay's global shipping program at this time partly because of the pandemic and partly because it's easier.  USPS is not currently shipping to some countries, and the global shipping program allows me to do so.  Furthermore, by using the global shipping program, I don't have to figure out the international postage fee.  eBay handles that part and charges the buyer appropriately.  

I have had a few other instances of buyers being very pushy about getting a discount.  One buyer wanted me to discount a book.  When I declined, they then asked for a discount along with another book free.  They later came back again with another request.  When this happens, I hold firm and do not discount.  I don't like being harassed.  

Cumulative, indeed.  All of these events together add to my stress, which is already high because of school.  Therefore, I'm taking a much-deserved break from selling.  

Friday, March 11, 2022

Omicron, Snow, Snark, Sleet, and the Book Sale

January and February 2022 pretty much had it all, and most of it was bad.  March isn't any better, and in some ways, it's even worse.  Could we get out of this alternate timeline and go back to a more normal world?  Maybe someday...

As the year began, the Omicron wave was building into its peak.  I continued to double-mask at school, and I got lessons ready two weeks in advance in case I fell ill.  I didn't get sick, but I didn't know that I wouldn't.  It was so hard to keep everything ready for two weeks in advance.  I am still trying to stay ahead by at least one week while aiming for two. 

School was closed on January 14 because of the surge in cases.  That was the first snow day we used, and we had just two snow days built into the calendar.

School was closed on February 2, 3, and 4 due to a winter storm which resulted in around five inches of snow.  Those days closed were also snow days, so we had used two more days than we had been allotted.  We will use an alternate plan to make up the extra days, so we will soon begin to add time to each school day.  

The three-day closure impacted a test, which messed that up quite well.  I wasn't otherwise concerned about the closure and shifting everything around, but having it impact a test was a problem.  I wasn't concerned about the upcoming book sale, although I should have been.  Meanwhile...

On February 13, I received a snarky message from a member of a group that I manage on Facebook.  This person was unhappy that a post had been declined.  They made a point to look at all of my old posts in the group, as they had done before, to find something to use against me.  They quoted an old post of mine back at me and added some snarky comments and emojis to get their message across. 

This message was not the first one of its type that had been sent to me.  I handed the situation to the other moderators and had them deal with it.  Even so, I took quite a hit and had a bit of an autoimmune flare the week of February 13.

Friday, February 25 was the scheduled date for the beginning of the 2022 Friends of the Library Book Sale in Oklahoma City.  The sale was not held in 2021 because of the pandemic.  2021 was the only year that the sale was skipped since its inception.

The 2020 Friends of the Library Book Sale

Several times in the last two years, I have mentioned my belief that the books that would have been donated to the library book sale were instead going to local bookstores. 

Where Are the Books?

In the above post, I showed off some vintage teen books that I purchased in a local store, books that would have been at the 2021 library book sale if they had been taking donations and if they had held that sale.

I have found far more vintage teen books in local stores during the last year than I normally do, and I'm certain that many of them would have found their way to the library book sale during normal times.

After we got past the winter storm that impacted school on February 2, 3, and 4, everything began to settle back down.  As I mentioned, I wasn't worried about the library book sale.  Even if there were a snow or ice event, it wouldn't be a big deal at the end of February.  No worries.

During the week of February 13, chatter began about a possible winter storm the week of February 20.  Oh, surely not.  But if so, it wouldn't be a problem, not near the end of February.  By February 20, the local media were hyping it up to get higher ratings.  The forecast amounts were low enough that I didn't think that the impact would be that great. 

I was still somewhat concerned, however.  By Tuesday, February 22, I knew we were going to get some sleet, but I thought that it wouldn't impact roads past Thursday, February 24.  We were supposed to get a trace to perhaps one-half inch of sleet.  Temperatures were expected to begin warming up. 

I was more concerned about school, since I had another test scheduled.  I decided that it would be okay if we missed school on Wednesday and were open again on Thursday.  I came up with a doable plan if school were closed on Wednesday and Thursday.  School shouldn't be closed for more than two days, since we weren't supposed to get much and temperatures would begin warming.

We ended up getting a lot more sleet than was forecast, and it was colder than forecast.  The central part of the Oklahoma City metro ended up with 1 1/2 to 2 inches of sleet which then compacted into a thick sheet of ice covering all surfaces.  It simply would not melt due to very cold temperatures.  Since we had already used up our snow days, the district pivoted to remote learning for February 23, 24, and 25, which of course screwed up the scheduled test and destroyed all my plans.  

I was so stressed that week.  I was worried about the test that ended up being postponed into the following week.  I knew that students weren't going to do well because of the delay.  I was concerned about the book sale.  I knew that they couldn't cancel it.  The people running the book sale said that it would go on regardless, because the books were in place and the building would go to someone else for the next week.

I hoped that the sleet would begin melting on Thursday, but it didn't.  The main roads were not too bad to drive on by that point, but all secondary roads were sheets of ice as well as all parking lots that hadn't been plowed.

On my Facebook page, I announced that I was closing my eBay and Etsy stores for a few days so that I wouldn't have to go to the post office.  I knew that I was going to make it to the book sale regardless, but I wanted to avoid anything extra.

I have no problem driving on ice.  I have rather new tires, since I had all four tires replaced in September after I popped a tire.  The tires were close to wearing out, so it was logical to replace all of them instead of just one.  I also knew that my decision meant that I would have good traction on ice during the upcoming winter season.

My concern about driving on ice, which is why I limit it as much as possible, is that I cannot control what other drivers do.  Some people think that they can drive as normal and pull right out in front of another vehicle, not realizing that the other driver cannot stop on the ice.  I try to stay home when roads are icy as much as possible so that I am not endangered by those drivers.

That I was going to the book sale was never in question.  I was going, no matter what.  The fairgrounds are 12 miles away from my home.  In normal driving conditions, the trip takes around 20 minutes. 

The start time of the sale was supposed to be 9 AM, but it was changed to 10 AM because of the roads.  I felt that the start time should have been delayed to 1 PM.  I didn't think many people would be there at the start time, and I would have preferred to have left later in the morning.  

Nevertheless, I was going, and I was leaving very early since I couldn't be sure how early the diehards would show up.  I can't remember exactly when I left, but it was probably around 7:20 AM.  I reached the fairgrounds by around 7:50 AM.

My neighborhood was quite icy, but I got out of it fine.  The main roads were partially iced, but they weren't a problem.  The most trouble I had in my journey was at the fairgrounds.  The ice had not been removed from most of the parking lots.  Once I entered the fairgrounds and began driving across the pavement, the car's low traction warning light came on.  I could tell that the tires had almost no traction on the ice.  I was going around 10 mph, so I made it okay, and I soon reached an area with better traction.  Finally, I made it to a parking space right in front of the building.  There was hardly anyone there, which was not surprising.

The library sale was odd this year.  The sale was extremely short on volunteers.  Many volunteers had dropped because of covid fears, and many more had dropped because of the ice.  They did not have anywhere near enough volunteers.

I was third in line, which was the closest I had ever been to being first in line.  The lack of volunteers resulted in the belt barriers not being placed correctly.  Some people moved them, and later, the person in charge of the entire sale got everything set right for our section.

The lack of volunteers meant that the sale was quite short on cashiers.  We were told that we would be on the honor system.  We were given tally slips and told to figure out our own totals.  Many books were still in boxes in the outer lobby since not enough volunteers had shown up that week.

I will publish a separate post showing the books that I purchased at the sale.  I could tell that the library had received far fewer donations than usual.  I had suspected that would be the case.  Remember that I believed that the books were probably going to local stores.

The library sale always overwhelmingly consists of library discards.  After all, it is a library sale.  I don't know what percent of the books are usually library discards, but let's say 75% of them are.  At this year's sale, I would say that 90% of the books were library discards.  The sale had about as many books as usual, but the books were two years' worth of library discards.  

This meant that the books I most wanted to see at the sale simply were not there.  The old series books were almost completely absent.  They were never donated and had probably been sold to local stores.

On Saturday, February 26, I went back to the sale to see what I had missed.  This resulted in me finding more vintage teen books.  The sleet was melting pretty well by that point, but it meant trudging through deep puddles of melted sleet that were trapped by the sleet that hadn't melted.

I found that I was drained by all that had happened during the last full week in February.  I began to have a more pronounced autoimmune reaction, which has gotten worse this week.  I always have a delayed reaction where I notice the worst symptoms of a flare beginning around two weeks after an event.  The library sale was two weeks ago today.

Today is Friday, March 11, which was supposed to be the last day of school before spring break.  It is snowing, quite well in fact.  We are getting more snow than was forecast, and school is closed again for remote learning.  This is the latest in March we have ever been closed due to snow or ice, so this is quite an abnormal event, just like everything else from the last two years.  We now have lost eight days of school this semester.  

The bright side is that spring break started one day early due to the snow.  10 days at home is exactly what I need.

Saturday, January 1, 2022

Books Read in 2021 and Why I Didn't Read More

As an afterthought, I realized that I should write up this post summarizing what I read in 2021.  Reading has not been a priority, and I struggled to finish many books that I started.  I also started quite a few books that I could not read.  I didn't care much about writing this post, but I became interested once I got started.

I began the year decently motivated, and then my reading output dropped.  It then dropped more and stopped completely for some time.  Looking over the monthly totals, I understand why it happened.  

January:  15 books

Friday Barnes #3 Big Trouble
Friday Barnes #4 No Rules
Friday Barnes #5 The Plot Thickens
Friday Barnes #6 Danger Ahead
Friday Barnes #7 Bitter Enemies
Friday Barnes #8 Never Fear
Nancy Drew Diaries #21 Danger at the Iron Dragon
Spirit Town by Suzanne Roberts
Bicycles North! by Rita Ritchie
Hardy Boys Casefiles #45 In Self-Defense
Windswept #17 Mirror, Mirror by Virginia Nielsen
Windswept #23 A Date with Danger by Edward Hunsberger
Windswept #27 Mystery Cruise by Carole Standish
Windswept #33 Weekend of Fear by Virginia Nielsen
Lou Dunlop: Private Eye by Glen Ebisch

February:  6 books

Windswept #4 The House of Three Sisters by Virginia Nielsen
Friday Barnes #9 No Escape
Moonstone Mystery Romance #5 Something Out There
Heartbreak Cafe #1 No Experience Required
Heartbreak Cafe #2 The Main Attraction
Heartbreak Cafe #3 At Your Service

March:  6 books

Hardy Boys Adventures #22 Trouble Island
Heartbreak Cafe #4 Catch of the Day
Heartbreak Cafe #5 Love to Go
Heartbreak Cafe #6 Just Desserts
Moonstone Mystery Romance #1 Deadly Design
Moonstone Mystery Romance #2 The Shadowed Path

I did not like the Hardy Boys Adventures book at all.  Since I couldn't be bothered to write a review, I'll say it here.  The ghostwriter tried to telegraph a certain boy's race to the reader by being as vague as possible.  This is what I wrote while I was reading the book:  "I am really annoyed that the son has medium brown skin but I don't know which race.  His hair can be tucked behind his ear.  What am I supposed to visualize?  It's an epic fail when I have no idea.  I decided just to picture a white kid who is really tanned."

I know how bad that sounds, which is why I included it here.  I actually have grown to enjoy diversity in books and media, and I enjoy learning about people who are different from me.  I love the diversity of the Nancy Drew television series on The CW.  I shouldn't have to do mental gymnastics while reading a book to figure out the characteristics of diverse characters.  Attempting to picture the kid as white was what enabled me to cope.  Even so, I was bothered the entire time I was reading, because I knew that he wasn't white.  Also, (SPOILER ALERT) the kid with the medium brown skin is the culprit.  

April:  9 books

Moonstone Mystery Romance #3 Dangerous Beat
Tom Swift Inventors' Academy #6 Augmented Reality
Moonstone Mystery Romance #4 Fatal Secrets
Moonstone Mystery Romance #6 When Darkness Falls
First Love from Silhouette #1 New Boy in Town
Roswell High #1 The Outsider
First Love from Silhouette #2 Girl in the Rough
First Love from Silhouette #3 Please Let Me In
First Love from Silhouette #4 Serenade

Eventually, I will hit "publish" on my Moonstone Mystery Romance reviews.  I am quite confident that "moonstone" is used in the title of the series as a nod to the Nancy Drew series.  I also have at least two First Love from Silhouette reviews written.  I need to publish those at some point.

May:  9 books

Roswell High #2 The Wild One
Roswell High #3 The Seeker
The First 30 Days: A Zombie Apocalypse Novel by Lora Powell
Thunderbolt House by Howard Pease
The Front Page Mystery by Graham Dean
First Love from Silhouette #8 Special Girl
Nancy Drew Diaries #22 A Capitol Crime
Hull-Down for Action by Armstrong Sperry
First Love from Silhouette #135 Bid for Romance

It was in late May that I began to go off-track.  On May 22, two of my teeth began to hurt and continued to hurt through the summer until they were removed on August 3.  The pain was consistently a 7 to 10 on a scale of 1 to 10. 

Also in around late May, I threw myself back into my 30-year-long fandom of the Bee Gees.  This involved listening to all of the albums, watching biographies again, and buying merchandise.  In June, I decided to paint a room, which was a massive amount of work, since I had to move hundreds of books.  While all this was going on, my reading slowed to a crawl.

June: 3 books

You Should Be Dancing: My Life with the Bee Gees by Dennis Bryon
Hardy Boys Adventures #23 Mystery on the Mayhem Express
The Resistance Trilogy #1 Recruitment by K. A. Riley 

I enjoyed the Resistance Trilogy book enough to try the second book.  The second book lost me.

July: 2 books

Sweet Dreams #113 Private Eyes
Sweet Dreams #153 The Perfect Catch

August: 4 books

Tragedy:  The Sad Ballad of the Gibb Brothers by Jeff Apter
Sweet Dreams Special #1 My Secret Love, Janet Quin-Harkin
Tom Swift Inventors' Academy #7 The Blurred Blogger
One of Us Is Lying by Karen M. McManus

I liked the Tom Swift book for the most part, but I once again could not write a review.  I really enjoyed One of Us Is Lying.  I tried reading the sequel, but I found it boring.

September:  1 book

Fall of Houston #1 No Way Out by T. L. Payne

I thought maybe I could get back into reading by reading dystopian series.  Unfortunately, I found the Fall of Houston books to be not that interesting.  I did not finish the second book.  At this point, I quit reading for nearly two months and didn't even notice that I wasn't reading.  School was going pretty badly during this time, besides all of the pain I was in due to the aftermath of the tooth extraction.

October:  none

November: 2 books

The Inheritance Games by Jennifer Lynn Barnes
The Hawthorne Legacy by Jennifer Lynn Barnes

In late November, I made another attempt.  Since I couldn't find any good dystopian books, I tried young adult mystery books.  I found The Inheritance Games and quickly read the two books that have been released so far.  Both books are excellent. 

Since I cannot be bothered to write reviews, I want to comment on a thought I had regarding Jennifer Barnes' treatment of race as compared to the Hardy Boys Adventures book.  On page 14, a character is introduced as a "Black man, forties, with a military bearing, who stood with his back to a wall and maintained a clear line of sight to both exits."  I knew immediately that this man was security and that he was Black.  A bit later, he is introduced as John Oren, and I already knew what I needed to know.  That made me happy.

Close to a month went by, and I tried to read again near the end of December.

December:  3 books

Arc of a Scythe #1 Scythe by Neal Shusterman
Arc of a Scythe #2 Thunderhead by Neal Shusterman
The Wasteland Chronicles #1 Apocalypse by Kyle West

I tried reading the third book in Arc of a Scythe, but I didn't find it interesting.  I then got the idea to look for free young adult apocalypse books.  That gave me some different titles.  I found some that sounded promising.  I started to read one of them, but I didn't feel like I was enjoying it enough.  I then tried the first book in the Wasteland Chronicles series.  Oh, this was about my style.  I enjoyed it, so if the plot and writing don't fall apart in the second book, I should be able to read some books in January without difficulty.

I want to read, but most all books are unappealing to me at present.  I find that the only kind of books I currently find remotely appealing are ones about an apocalypse of some kind.  I don't need it to make sense, but I do want it to have occurred in the world we know, involve very little fantasy, and be written in an engaging fashion without a bunch of boring content.  Most of the books I try fail on one or more points.  I abandoned a number of books this year since they didn't end up meeting those conditions.

I mentioned the tooth pain that began in May.  My tooth and gum pain lasted a total of 4 1/2 months.  The pain was intense.  Once the teeth were removed, my gums became very inflamed.  It was an autoimmune reaction exacerbated by the stitches.  In short, I ended up with burning mouth syndrome which lasted for around two months.  I lost weight during that time due to how painful eating was.

I got my dental implants on December 22.  This wasn't anything near as bad as having the teeth removed, but I can tell that the gum inflammation has started up again.  I hope that it doesn't turn into burning mouth syndrome and also that it doesn't last for two months.  

As an additional unneeded problem, I acquired a virus with the dental implants, as best I can guess.  I've been so careful, so I'm pretty sure that was where I got the virus.  I went one year and nine months virus-free.  This one has been quite unpleasant, probably because it had been so long and my immune system hasn't had to fight an actual outside invasion.  

I tested negative for covid, so I'm confident that this was just a cold.  My overactive immune system saw the virus as a dire threat and launched quite an attack against it, causing me to be quite unwell for most of the last week.  My symptoms are lingering but gradually easing.

Reading is not my top interest at this point in time.  I'm much more interested in passive media.  

I purchased all three seasons of the current Nancy Drew television series on Amazon prime video.  I watched all of the old episodes again this fall.  I watched some of them more than once while I was figuring out some plot points.  That was fun.

I watched the three Netflix Fear Street movies back in July.  I recall watching the first movie on the day that I began taking an antibiotic for the infected teeth.  I felt so bad that day.

On Sunday, I watched the movie Don't Look Up on Netflix, and I watched it again a few days later.  The movie is an allegory about climate change, but the story works quite well as an allegory for the pandemic.  I have found the pandemic to be the most fascinating (and stressful) train wreck, so the movie capped it off for me.

I also watched the second season of The Baby-Sitters Club on Netflix months ago.  It's a really cute show, and I especially adore Claudia. 

I watched Only Murders in the Building on Hulu this fall.  The show's plot ties in with the Hardy Boys books, which are prominently featured in several episodes.

I have kept quite busy, so it should be understandable why I didn't read as many books.  For a time, I thought that I wouldn't even make it past 50 books, so I'm pleased that I ended up reading 60 books altogether.  One study found that Americans read an average of 12 books per year with the median American reading just 4 books per year.  Reading 60 books is just fine.  

In closing, I want to express that I do not need any advice.  While most books do not interest me right now, I read as fast and with as much interest as ever when I come across a book that does interest me.  I haven't changed, but I have other concerns and interests right now.